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My life is going in circles. When will it end? |
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[Nov. 18th, 2007|08:58 pm] |
"Take Me There"
[Verse 1:]
There's a place in your heart where nobody's been.
Take me there.
Things nobody knows, not even your friends.
Take me there.
Tell me about your momma, your daddy, your home town, show me around.
I wanna see it all, don't leave anything out.
[Chorus:]
I wanna know, everything about you.
And I wanna go, down every road you've been.
Where your hopes and dreams and wishes live, where you keep the rest of your life hid.
I wanna know the girl behind that pretty stare.
Take me there.
[Verse 2:]
Your first real kiss, your first ture love, you were scared.
Show me where.
You learned about life, spent your summer nights, without a care.
Take me there.
I wanna roll down mainstreet and backroads like you did when you were a kid.
What makes you who you are, tell me what your story is.
[Chorus 2x:]
I wanna know, everything about you.
And I wanna go, down every road you've been.
Where your hopes and dreams and wishes live, where you keep the rest of your life hid.
I wanna know the girl behind that pretty stare.
Take me there.
I wanna roll down mainstreet.
I wanna know your hopes and your dreams.
Take me, take me there.
Yeeeaaaahhhh. |
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| Way more than you ever wanted to know! READ ME!! |
[Aug. 18th, 2007|01:20 pm] |
1. Where's the closest hoodie to you right now?
In the closet
2. What restaurant do you think has the Best French Fries?
I love In-N-Out and McDonalds fries
3. When's the last time you played the board game Clue?
When I was a lot younger lol
4. Name 2 or more sports you play/played?
I played basketball, soccer, volleyball, and football. I play badminton
5. Would you get back together with any of your exes?
Maybe one of them.
6. Who did you last get in an argument with?
Parents
7. Do you think you could live without your cell phone?
I could...but I would cry a lot lol
8. Where is your dad right now
Back in San Diego
10. How many people do you know of named Adam?
Um 3?
11: How about Jessica's?
Probably somewhere around 8
12. Do you do your homework?
For the most part
13. Are you friends with any cheerleaders?:
Not currently
15.What was the last thing you burnt?
A candle
16. Admit it, have you ever gone on a date with someone for their looks?
Of course lol
17. Who was the last person you texted?
This guy...lol
18. Who the last person you added on MySpace?
That same guy lol
19. What was the last picture you took?:
It was of me in my new car!!!
20. If you could move anywhere, and take two people with you, where and who?
I would move back to San Diego and take Jennie and Holly with me
21. Number of texts a day?:
Fuckin too many...
22. Is your computer slow right now?
A tad
23. What's the best thing about your job?
CJ: The people I met; Research: don't know yet
24. Have you seen your best friend naked?
Of course lol
25. Have you ever been in the hospital?
Yup many times
26. Tanlines: Love or hate 'em?
They suck
27. Would you date someone that none of your friends like?
Probably not for long...I did that before and it didn't work out too well. There has to be a good reason why they don't like him...
28. Does your phone have to be charged every day?
Nah not at all
29. When is the last time you held hands with someone?
Night before I left Cali
30. If you woke up as the opposite gender, what's the 1st thing you would do?
Touch myself lol
31. Who did you last hug?
Probably my roomie Eddie...he hugs a lot lol
32. Have you ever crawled through a window?
Of course lol
33. Where is your mom?
Back in San Diego
34. Morning or night person?
Night for sure
35. What was the last movie you watched?
SUPERBAD!!!! Hilarious! Go see it!
37. Any cool scars?
Nah
38. Things about the opposite sex you notice first?
Body, Face (lips and eyes)
39. What is your curfew?
Don't have one wooooooo
40. Would you ever dye your hair red?
Sure
41. Last text says?
sent: I woke up today without a picture for ur dare. Terrible!
recieved: Patience
42. What career would you wish to be in?
Mediumship
44. Do you want a well-paying job or a job you enjoy?
Both of course
45. What did you wear today?
My Witt shorts and a pink shirt
46. When were you last on your phone?
Last night talking to my parents, this morning texting
47. What were the shoes you wore today?
Haven't worn any yet
48. Do you like math?
No yucky
49. How about history?
Meh kind of boring
50. THERE IS NO #50 QUESTION...weird.
51. Can you touch your nose with your tounge?
Nope :(
52. Do you like hugs?
I love them
53. Have you ever fallen asleep with gum in your mouth?
Yuppers
54. Would you date a person with hair longer than yours?
Hmmm no dont think so
YOUR MYSPACE:
Is your display name from a song?
No from a movie lol
Do you have over 100 friends?
Yes
Do you have pictures of yourself?
Sure
Do you get 1-3 comments every day?
Mmmm not quite
Do you have a song?
What the hell does that mean?
IN YOUR ROOM:
Do you have a wood floor or carpet?
Carpet
Do you have artwork hanging up on the walls?
I will as soon as I stop being lazy and put them up
Do you have clothes on the floor?
Duh lol
Do you have stuffed animals?
Sheepies :)
Do you have a hidden stash of candy somewhere?
No but I should
Do you have your own TV?
On my computer
Do you have over 100 CDs?
No I don't think so
Do you have a bunch of pictures of bands and celebrities?
No thats lame lol
WOULD YOU EVER:
Sing a solo?
Sure
Take an hour-long shower?
Possibly...if it was with someone :)
Spend all night on homework?
Ha yeah for sure
DO YOU LIKE:
Daisies?
Theyre okay
To paint?
Yeah
Music?
Definately
Black raspberry ice cream?
Yummy
The beach?
For sure!!! I miss it
Cats?
They're cute but make me sneeze
NOW:
Is your hair up?
Nope
Is your phone right beside you?
Duh lol
Do you miss someone?
Absoluetly
Do you have plans for tonight?
Not yet
Are you wearing makeup?
Nope
Are you wearing chapstick?
Never
Are you cold?
No I'm quite warm...too warm in fact
Are you excited?
Not so much
Are you watching TV?
No
Who's the last person you IMed?
Chris
Who's the last person that called you?
My parents
PAST:
Recently done anything you regret?
Don't imagine so
Ever lied?
Hasn't everyone lied about something?
Ever trip over your own feet?
Ha sure
Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?
Yeah :-(
LAST WEEK:
Had any plans last week?
Of course I had plans lol
Had you cursed?
I always curse
Had you yelled at someone?
Probably lol
Had you cried?
A lot...I had to leave everyone :(
Had you called more than 3 people?
Definately
Had you IMed more than 3 people?
For sure
::RANDOM::
If you woke up one morning and found out you were going to stay in the body you have now for the rest of your life, what would you think?
Which 6 people do you trust and are open with the most?
Jennie, Michelle, Ashley, Candice, Reid, and someone else
What's something a guy/girl will have that'll turn you off?
Ummmm bad breath?
What's something a guy/girl will have that'll turn you on?
An amazing body
What's an object you can't live without?
My phone lol
What's something someone's done to make you hold a grudge against them?
Betrayed me
What's one look trait that attracts you to a guy/girl?
An amazing body; intense eyes
What's one personality trait that attracts you to a guy/girl?
Intelligence
Do you know what 143 means?
No
Do you beleive in ghosts? why or why not?
Yes of course....I had a ghost once
What do you think of the phrase, "no pain, no gain" ?
Probably accurate
What do you think of sleep?
Love it but think its a waste of time
Waffles or pancakes?
Waffles with strawberries and whipped cream
How's your cereal in your bowl?
Chillin with some milk
What's an annoying trait about you?
I'm persistant
Pizza or burgers?
Bugers yum
What colour is your jacket?
Black and I have a brown one too
What's something you ALWAYS have on you?
My phone and lip gloss
Would you rather go to a boarding school, private school, or an all girls or guys school?
I went to an all girls private catholic school lol
What's one facial feature you'd like to change about yourself?
My nose
What's a happy memory of a time you've spent with the opp. sex?
Graveyard lol
Do you think you can afford to lose weight?
Maybe a little...I ate too much fast food this week yucky
Do you feel like your name fits you?
I do for sure
Where were you born?
Denver Colorado
Do you like to travel?
Love it usually
What is your birthday?
March 30th 1985
Do you have siblings?
I have a sister
What are their names?
Jennifer
Do you have pets?
Nope not anymore
Which was the happiest year of your life?
Maybe last year or Soph year...they both had their ups and downs though
How old do you wish you were?
25? lol I dunno
How long do you plan on living?
A few more centuries
What was the last song you got stuck in your head?
Big girls dont cry
What happened in the last dream you remember?
I had a boat and I wanted to show this guy the boat. So I took him on it and then I lost him and tried to find him again and then I realized I had to leave to fly away to school and went to the wrong airport and was late anyway...whatever lol
What are your favourite boy names?
I don't have any at the moment
What are your favourite girl names?
See last question
What was your first pet?
A fishy named Tiger Lily
What annoys you?
People who are stupid and peopl who don't respect personal space
WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON
Tightie whities. - Yucky...I love boxer briefs
Mc Donalds happy meals. - Way good lol
Reality shows - Don't like most of them
What was your favourite after school special?
Probably one about drugs lol
Chocolate or caramel?
Carmel
Do you have any nicknames?
The dish; The Dirty Tirsh (hahahaha)
Have you ever had a crush on a school teacher?
Oh yes lol Mooney (3rd grade), Mazzocchi (soph high school), Moreno (high school), and maybe one or two in college hahaha
What was the last thing you ate?
Eggs with bacon and mushrooms
Do you have any bad habits?
Procrastinating
WORD ASSOCIATION
what is the first thing that comes to mind when you hear...
Grey...skies
Human...form
Fruit loop...cereal
Glove...box
Plum...tree
Structure...building
Race...color
Heart...break
If you could visit any time period, what would it be?
Late 18th century or medieval times
What was the last book you read?
I re-read blood and chocolate
Have you ever had surgery?
Yup for endometriosis
What is the first thing you wash in the shower?
My body
What is your favourite cereal?
Lucky Charms or Fruit Loops
If you could learn any foreign language, what would it be?
Spanish so I'd make more money
DO YOU BELIEVE IN
Fate? To a point...some things are meant to be (just not everything)
Ghosts? Absoluetly
God? Something like that
Big foot? hahahaha I htought I believed in everything but I guess not
Soul mates? Every day I believe something different about soul mates
Aliens? Yeah
Angels? Sure
Loch ness monster? giggles nope
Heaven and hell? No
The Zodiac? Yes
Love at first sight? Yes
Karma? Definately
Vampires? I would like to be one
If you had any super power, what would it be?
Flying/teleportation
What was the best compliment ever given to you?
Probably something James said to me
Beer or wine?
Both...just not on the same night
You cant sleep. What do you do?
Text people or get on the computer
Do you wear jewelry?
Always
What is your favourite smell?
Don't know the name but this one type of cologne lol
Do you drink?
More than most men lol
What was your favourite subject in school?
Psychology and English
What was your worst subject in school?
Math
Do you follow your head, your heart, or your crotch?
HAHAHAHAHA a nice mixture of the three? LOL...mostly my heart
Do you truly know who you are?
Hell no...I'm gettin there though
How many times a day do you eat?
2
What is your favourite pie?
Berry
Do you like roller coasters?
Love them!
Apples or oranges?
Um apples I guess
Do you talk in your sleep?
Nope...not usually lol
What is your favourite holiday?
Christmas
Do you go to church?
No
At what age do you think you will be married?
A psychic once told me I would be 27
What was the name of your first boyfriend/girlfriend?
My first serious boyfriend was Brian but thats an overly simple answer lol
What is your weakness?
Men
What was the last movie you saw that made you cry?
Probably Meet Joe Black
Have you ever been prescribed any drugs? Which ones?
LOL yes...vicodin
Do you have any birthmarks?
Nope
If you could visit anywhere in the US, where would it be?
New York or San Diego lol
If you could visit anywhere in the world, where would it be?
Amsterdam and Italy
Do you feel like your physical self matches your personality?
What an odd question...but um...yes I think so
What was the name of your kindergarten teacher?
Mrs. Dunne
Do you wear glasses or contacts?
I have glasses but I don't wear them
How tall are you?
5'4 ish
How tall would you like to be?
I like how tall I am
Your current mood:
Sullen/lonely
Do you dress up for halloween?
Of course! Tinity what?!
Have you ever been in a car accident?
Not while I was driving
What colour of underwear are you wearing?
Sexy pretty blue ones
Do you tend to date people younger or older than you?
Uh last year I dated some younger guys...but I am more attracted to older men and usually date older guys I guess lol
Do your exes act alike?
Actually...not at all lol
Have you ever been in love?
Yup.
What is your favourite kids movie?
The Little Mermaid and Alaadin
What do you like most about the opposite sex?
Thats a much too general question lol
What do you hate most about the opposite sex?
I think more like a "man" than they do lol
Have you ever been on a blind date?
Yup
Do you exercise?
Lol...no haha
Have you ever peed in public?
Huh? Of course?
Are you an optimist or a pessimist?
Optimist
How did you find out that there was no santa claus?
All my friends kept telling me he didnt exist lol
Are you on a diet?
No
Have you ever been arrested?
LOL not yet
Can you cook?
Guess we'll find out
Do you think its wrong/weird if a girl asks a guy out?
Not at all...welcome to my world
Do you have any allergies?
To fur and pollen etc
What do you think about before you fall asleep?
Everything I have to do; men lol |
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[May. 16th, 2007|06:27 pm] |
Think of me think of me fondly,
when we've said goodbye.
Remember me once in a while -
please promise me you'll try.
When you find that, once
again, you long
to take your heart back and be free -
if you ever find a moment,
spare a thought for me
We never said our love
was evergreen, or as unchanging
as the sea -
but if you can still remember
stop and think of me . . .
Think of all the things
we've shared and seen -
don't think about the things
which might have been . . .
Think of me, think of me waking,
silent and resigned.
Imagine me, trying too hard
to put you from my mind.
Recall those days
look back on all those times,
think of the things we'll never do -
there will never be a day, when
I won't think of you . . |
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[May. 8th, 2007|03:58 pm] |
So many times have I asked you to tell me
That I'm your girl
Time after time I have needed a reason
Just to get inside your world
So many times have I asked you to ask me
How it feels to love
And when it's love seems the only conclusion
That I'm guilty of
Oh baby then you
Put your loving arms around me
And it feels like shelter when you
Put your loving arms around me
And inside your arms I'm burning
Put your loving arms around me
And you whisper to me when you
Put your loving arms around me
And inside this love I'm yearning
Mmmm...
And sometimes the way that you act makes me wonder
What I am to you
And sometimes I can't stand the way that I'm acting
To be part of the things you do
Often I've asked you for too much of your time
I've been stealing
And when I dream of the fear that you're leaving
Then I reach out
Oh baby then you
Put your loving arms around me
And it feels like shelter when you
Put your loving arms around me
And inside your arms I'm burning
Put your loving arms around me
And you whisper to me when you
Put your loving arms around me
And inside this love I'm yearning |
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[May. 2nd, 2007|12:00 am] |
I would like to clarify that the last post about my boyfriend...
was posted BY my boyfriend lol |
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[Apr. 30th, 2007|03:31 pm] |
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I have a boyfriend that loves me uber much! (yay) |
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[Apr. 26th, 2007|01:34 am] |
"Do you know when they say soul-mates? Everybody uses it in personal ads. 'Soul-mate wanted.' It doesn't mean too much now. But soul mates--think about it. When your soul--whatever that is anyway--something so alive when you make music or love and so mysteriously hidden most of the rest of the time, so colorful and big but without color or shape--when your soul finds another soul it can recognize even before the rest of you knows about it. The rest of you just feels sweaty and jumpy at first. And your souls get married without even meaning to--even if you can't be together for some reason in real life, your souls just go ahead and make the wedding plans. A soul's wedding must be too beautiful to even look at. It must be blinding. It must be like all the weddings in the world--gondolas with canopies of doves, champagne glasses shattering, wings of veils, drumbs beating, flutes and trumpets, showers of roses. And after that happens you know--that's it, this is it. But sometimes you have to let that person go. When you're little, people, movies and fairy tales all tell you that one day you're going to meet this person. So you keep waiting and it's a lot harder then they make it sound. Then you meet and you think, okay, now we can just get on with it but you find out that sometimes your soul brother partner lover has other ideas about it...They feel like you don't really love them but the idea of them, the dream you've had since you were a kid about a panther boy to carry you out of the forest of your fear or an angel to make love and celestial music with in the clouds or a genie twin to sleep with you inside a lamp. Which doesn't mean they're not the one. It just means you've got to do whatever you have to do for you alone. You've got to believe in your magic and face right up to the mean nasty part of yourself that wants to keep the one you love locked up in a place in you where no one else can touch them or even see them. Just the way when somebody you love dies you don't stop loving them but you don't lock up their souls inside you. You turn that love into something else, give it to somebody else. And sometimes in a weird way when you do that you get closer than ever to the person who died or the one your soul married."
Thus are we put in training for a love which knows not sex, nor person, nor partiality, but which seeks virtue and wisdom everywhere, to the end of increasing virtue and wisdom. We are by nature observers, and thereby learners. That is our permanent state. But we are often made to feel that our affections are but tents of a night. Though slowly and with pain, the objects of the affections change, as the objects of thought do. There are moments when the affections rule and absorb the man, and make his happiness dependent on a person or persons. But in health the mind is presently seen again, — its overarching vault, bright with galaxies of immutable lights, and the warm loves and fears that swept over us as clouds, must lose their finite character and blend with God, to attain their own perfection. But we need not fear that we can lose any thing by the progress of the soul. The soul may be trusted to the end. That which is so beautiful and attractive as these relations must be succeeded and supplanted only by what is more beautiful, and so on for ever. |
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[Jan. 29th, 2007|02:32 pm] |
We talked.
I'm freakin out.
Holy Jesus! |
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[Jan. 26th, 2007|12:58 am] |
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Loving my sisters like whoa. Tonight was great :) |
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[Jan. 24th, 2007|12:02 pm] |
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So sick and tired of people feeling sorry for people who lie and get themselves into trouble. Its fucking ridiculous. If you all knew how much shit she talks about you and if you all knew the real story behind it, you'd only feel sorry for her because she's pathetic. Thank God there are a good group of people out there who realize this. It's just the rest of them I worry about. |
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[Dec. 6th, 2006|12:09 am] |
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twenty four hours and my life has changed forever |
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[Nov. 21st, 2006|06:24 am] |
Here we are face to face
With the memories that can’t be erased
Although we need each other
Things that changed, it’s not the same
Sometimes it makes me wonder
Where would I be, if you hadn’t discovered
Which I did, inside of me
I know there was something, that we could compare
Oh, well, i,
1-never meant to cause you no pain
I just wanna go back to being the same
Well i, only wanna make things right
Before you walk out of my life
Remembering the good times
From a portrait hung on high
It’s filled with so much color
And the laughter we left behind
I made the choice and you couldn’t decide
I made the choice, I was wrong you were right
Deep down inside, I apologize
(rpt 1)
Though I made plans with you
To always have time for you
(before you walk out of my life)
I guess it’s true, cannot live without you
Don’t ever go away, ooh oh yeah |
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| take me |
[Oct. 30th, 2006|04:08 am] |
What is your current ringtone?
Do you separate your colors from your whites?
What is your condom brand of choice?
What is your secret obsession?
What are your feelings on Hulk Hogan?
Which Backstreet Boy are you (AJ, Kevin, Howie, Brian, Nick)
If you were a noodle which would you be? Please be specific.
What is your favorite sticky product and how would you use it?
If a movie were made about you, who would play you?
If you were in a porn, what would your name be?
If you were a Care Bear, what would your Care Bear name be?
Did you own a Lightbright, Teddy Ruxpin, or Tomagotchi?
What is your hottest sexual fantasy? Please describe in detail.
If you were Noah, who would you bring on your ark?
Can you multi-task? How many things can you do at once?
Do you smack that? Are you willing to ride dirty?
Who is your favorite Ninja Turtle?
Brittany or Christina?
Night or morning?
Have sex, make love or fuck?
Piercings or tattoos? (Do you have any? How many? Where/of what?)
Ninjas, pirates, or knights?
Bottles or drafts?
Boxers, briefs or boxer briefs?
Sit or stand?
Fold or crumple?
Black and white or in color? |
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[Oct. 6th, 2006|02:27 am] |
Fuck you.
I don't trust you or believe anything you say anymore.
I wish I had somewhere to go. |
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[Sep. 11th, 2006|03:05 am] |
I know
It's late
I shouldn't call at this hour
But it's
My fate
I need lips to devour
My nervous system is shot alright
I won't sleep unless you
Sleep with me tonight
Sleep with me tonight
Deep with me tonight
(Sleep)
Sleep with me tonight
I know it's late
We've known each other a while
I can't wait
To see your twisted smile
Sleep with me tonight
Deep with me tonight
I know it's late
We've known each other a while
I can't wait
To see your twisted smile
Kindred spirits of candle light
I won't sleep unless you
Sleep with me tonight
Drown out the machinery in my head
Bring your peace of mind to my bed
Without sleep there are no dreams
Without dreams we fall appart at the seams
Sleep with me tonight...
Sleep with me tonight...
Sleep with me tonight... |
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[Sep. 5th, 2006|08:44 pm] |
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Back to being not okay again. |
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[Sep. 5th, 2006|08:39 pm] |
SLEEP-Conjure One
Sleep with me tonight
I know it's late
We've known each other a while
I can't wait
To see your twisted smile
Sleep with me tonight
Deep with me tonight
I know it's late
We've known each other a while
I can't wait
To see your twisted smile
Kindred spirits of candle light
I won't sleep unless you
Sleep with me tonight
Drown out the machinery in my head
Bring your peace of mind to my bed
Without sleep there are no dreams
Without dreams we fall appart at the seams
Sleep with me tonight...
Sleep with me tonight...
Sleep with me tonight...
NO ORDINARY MORNING-Chicane
If there was nothing that I could say
Turned your back and you just walked away
Leaves me numb inside I think of you
Together is all I knew
We moved too fast but I had no sign
I would try to turn the hands of time
Then look to you for the reason why
The love we had passed me by
And as the sun would set you would rise
Fall from the sky into paradise
Is there no light in your heart for me?
You've closed your eyes, you no longer see
There were no lies between me and you
You said nothing of what you knew
But there was still something in your eyes
Left me helpless and paralyzed
You could give a million reasons,
change the world and change the times,
Could not give me the secrets of your heart
and of your mind
In the darkness that surrounds me now
there is no peace of mind
Your careless words undo me,
leave the thought of us behind
You could give a million reasons,
change the world and change the times
Could not give me the secrets of your heart
and of your mind
In the darkness that surrounds me now
there is no peace of mind
Your careless words undo me,
leave the thought of us behind |
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